02 Oktober 2013

BBWS

I'm on this BREAKING BAD WITHDRAWAL SYNDROME yo.
I'm feeling BLUE yo.
Yo. Bitch. Who's with me?

-c.

100 Ultimate Love Songs (Part 4)

100 ULTIMATE LOVE SONGS (A LIST BY CITRA P. NANDA)

31. I Want to Hold Your Hand by The Beatles
best part: And when I touch you I feel happy inside
It's such a feeling that, my love, I can't hide, I can't hide.. I can't hide.

why am I loving it: Okay, let me explain this song by quoting this quote from Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist. *yeah, I love that movie, so back off hater!*
"Look, other bands, they want to make it about sex or pain, but you know, The Beatles, they had it all figured out, okay? "I Want to Hold Your Hand." The first single. It's effing brilliant, right?... That's what everybody wants, Nicky. They don't want a twenty-four-hour hump sesh, they don't want to be married to you for a hundred years. They just want to hold your hand." perfect, right?

32. Mirrors by Justin Timberlake
best part: I don't wanna lose you know, I'm looking right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart is a space that now you hold
Show me how tho fight for now and I'll tell you, baby, it was easy coming back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along
It's like you're my mirror, my mirror staring back at me.

why am I loving it: This song is probably the newest song in the list, JT released this song on February 2013 but I tell you this, this is THE SONG yo'. So sweet, so pure, so magnificent. Read the lyric, and sing it out loud along the song and you'll feel it.

33. I'm Sticking With You by The Velvet Underground
best part: There's people going into the stratosphere
Soldier fighting with the Cong
But with you by my side I can do anything, when we swing, babe, we hang past right and wrong.

why am I loving it: I'm not, you know, really thought deeply about this song, whether it's about drugs, or interracial couple in Vietnam War, I don't care. This song is simple admiration among couple. Sometimes, all the matter is your loves one is sticking with you, during the best and the worst. As simple as that.

34. Truly Madly Deeply by Savage Garden
best part: I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath.. Truly, madly, deeply do.

why am I loving it: This song is so sweet, you'll have to careful not to have a diabetic coma.

35. If I Ain't Got You by Alicia Keys
best part: Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing... If I ain't got you.

why am I loving it: C'mon, you guys know the song, you sing along with it, so you guys know exactly what I'm talking about.

36. We Found Love by Rihanna
best part: Yellow diamonds in the light and we're standing side by side
As your shadow crosses mine, what it takes to come alive.

why am I loving it: She founds love in a hopeless place. That's romantic. 'Nuff said.

37. The Way I Am by Ingrid Michaelson
best part: I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair
Sew on patches to all your tears 'cause I love you more than I could ever promise
And you take me the way I am.

why am I loving it: So simple this song is. All we wanted is be loved just the way we are right? Love can be explain by the simplest thing in life. The details are important.

38. FNT by Semisonic
best part: Fascinating new thing, don't betray them by becoming familiar
I'm surprised that you've never been told before that you're lovely and you're perfect
And that somebody wants you.

why am I loving it: I remember when I first heard this song, it's in 10 Things I Hate About You. Semisonic was this big thing on the 90s and FNT was perfect song to end the 90s era. It's definitely The Love song for coming-of-ages people. I love this song!

39. Sampai Nanti by Kahitna
best part: Sampai nanti tak terbatas inginku, harap ini takdirku 'tuk selalu denganmu, oh dewiku.

why am I loving it: Kahitna is The Band for loveliest love songs in Indonesia. I particularly love this song because it's kinda over-the-top, but good over-the-top. The lyric is kinda poetic and cheesy, great mix for love song.

40. Anyone Else But You by Moldy Peaches
best part: I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of the train
I kiss you all starry eyes, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else but you.

why am I loving it: SO CUTE! This song is cute beyond measure. Sure cute for two ugly people.

18 September 2013

Joking Bad by Jimmy Fallon


This is the best parody-slash-tribute to, hands down, one of the best TV series of all time, Breaking Bad.
Great job Jimmy. Bitch.

Cheers,
-c.

23 Juli 2013

100 Ultimate Love Songs (Part 3)

Finally it's here. The latest installment of 100 Ultimate love songs list. So, without any further delay I present you....

100 ULTIMATE LOVE SONGS (A LIST BY CITRA P. NANDA)

21. Wonderwall by Oasis
best part: Because maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me
and after all... you're my wonderwall

why am I loving it: dude, this is like one of the most flawless song. My interpretation of this song is about salvation. You know, when your world is crumble around you and everything is so fucked up, there is this one person, one person that you know that at least make everything easier. One person that you know you can always count on and you know, eventually everything is gonna be alright.

22. At Last by Etta James
best part: Oh and then the spell was cast
and here we are in heaven... for you are mine at last

why am I loving it: Hands down this is one of the best and legendary love song. Etta James's voice was gold and the song is sweet and lovely.. ohh lovey dovey.

23. Closer by Nine Inch Nails
best part: Help me I broke apart my insides
help me I've got no soul to sell
help me... the only thing that works for me
help me get away from myself

why am I loving it: apart that is the sex anthem, this song has so much deeper meaning. This is love in a raw and wild and basic version.

24. Yellow by Coldplay
best part: Your skin, oh yeah your skin and bones
turn into something beautiful
and you know... for you I'd bleed myself dry
for you I'd bleed myself dry

why am I loving it: OH MY GOD! Everytime I heard this song, I feel like I'm falling in love. In love so much it hurts and it's beautiful and I'll do anything to keep it. Beautiful beautiful song.

25. My List by The Killers
best part: I need those eyes to tide me over
I'll take your picture when I go
gives me strength and gives me patience but I'll never let you know

why am I loving it: to me this song is a serenade song. You know, a song that you'd play to someone that you love so much but you can't always be with him/her. It's an ode. It's a promise that you're trying to show how much you care.

26. Only Exception by Paramore
best part: I've always lived like this, keeping a comfortable... distance
and up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness
because none of it was ever worth the risk but..
you are the only exception

why am I loving it: It's clear as a sky, read the full lyric and then you'll understand. What a lovely song it is.

27. Fields of Gold by Sting
best part: Will you stay with me?
will you be my love among the fields of barley?
we'll forger the sun in his jealous sky... as we lie in fields of gold

why am I loving it: ONE OF MY FAVORITE SONGS EVER! So poetic. The bittersweet in this song feels so real makes you wanna cry and grin so wide. LOVE LOVE THIS SONG!!

28. I Have Nothing by Whitney Houston
best part: I don't really need to look very much further
I don't wanna have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside... I can't run from myself there's nowhere to hide
your love I'll remember forever

why am I loving it: I know I know, it's cheesy but half of love songs in the world are cheesy and this song is good great cheesy. I dare you to not sing along when you heard the song. I DARE U. Ha! :)

29. Aku Disini Untukmu by Dewa 19
best part: Tak usah kau cari makna hadirnya diriku
aku disini untukmu

why am I loving it: read the lyric. enuff said.

30. Built to Last by Melee
best part: Cause you're the sun in my universe
consider the best when we felt for worse
and most of all, it's built to last

why am I loving it: this so is so sweet, nice to hear it when you're in steady relationship.


cheers,
-c.

14 Juli 2013

The World We're Living In

First of all, let me send my deepest condolences and prayer to Cory Monteith's family & friends. As a former gleek I bid you good bye Mr. Monteith, may you rest in peace.

it's been a gloomy day. I mean, I heard the news about Cory and even though I don't know him personally *obviously* but I watched Glee from season 1-3, Finn Hudson was a quirky, nice, adorkable character.. and I like him as Finn, so I was completely and utterly shock when I hear the news. It was sad for such a talented actor to passed away in such a young age.

And then I read the news about Zimmerman's verdict. The case of Treyvon Martin vs. George Zimmerman. They're both men of color, black and hispanic. I don't really know who's guilty who's not, for all I know they both shared some records. But a young man had died and now, the racial tension is high. What saddened me most is we're still living in the world with a lot of racial judgement. We saw black man on deserted alley and we prepare for the worst. We saw bunch of hispanic kids and we guess which gang they are in. We saw couple men in white tunic and long black beard and we think about terrorist. It just sad. It's 2013 for god's sake, the most powerful country on earth has a color president, can we step aside our differences, our color, our judgement for better living? Can we actually do that? I don't give a fuck if you're white, black, yellow, pink, green or blue, we're citizens, living together on this beautiful mother earth and we can't live alone, so please do it with harmony and without judgement.

And then, a friend posted a picture of dead elephant in Sumatra, Indonesia. The picture was very disturbing. The elephant was murdered by some men who wanted its tusk. It has been reported that a hundred elephants had died just because their tusks are worth something as cigarette holder. They said that in Sumatra, it is cool so smoke cigarette using elephant-tusked cigarette-holder, so some people hunted elephant for that. I mean how stupid is that? You killed an innocent animal just for being cool? HOW FUCKED UP IS THAT?

That's the world I'm living. It's sad. I'm living in chaotic world. It's been a gloomy day. I hope tomorrow will be better because I'm waiting here.. waiting for the world to change. Hopefully I can contribute some of that change.. to make a world a better living.

sad cheers,
-c.

S.iKom


Late post..
July 3rd 2013
The end of era.



Citra Primasetia Nanda, S.iKom


29 Mei 2013

Mr. Cumberbatch

It's been so long since I write, I'm sorry. The hectic and stressing days of writing a thesis has taken its toll, but thankfully of God, I finished it early on this day. so last thing to do before submit it for thesis defense is checking for technicality. Let's hope on July, I already have a Bachelor Degree.

So, moving on.
I wanna share my latest and major starstruck. Before I tell you who, I want to tell you about a month ago, around early April, my friend finally gave me a complete two season of BBC Sherlock series. So, I finally watched it and IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME.

And to continue my story about my latest major starstruck, it's obliviously about Mr. Benedict Cumberbatch



He was absolutely amazing as modern day's legendary private detective, Sherlock Holmes. I mean, literary amazing. He was flawless as Sherlock, witty, charming, and ignorantly cool *is that even a word? I dunno, don't care* ;p


So, after watching this, there's no doubt in my mind that Benedict Cumberbatch is one of the most amazing actor I ever watch. He has seriously awesome talent of acting.
And, it's like that my major starstruck on Sherlock wasn't enough, the new Star Trek movie was out and......
Mr. Cumberbatch is the main antagonist. Played Khan, the biggest villain on Star Trek, he without a doubt, played amazingly great.


It's funny because at first, I don't consider him as attractive man. I mean, yes, Benedict Cumberbatch has beautiful clear blue eyes, yes, he has chiseled cheekbones, yes, he has great body - long legs long torso broad shoulder, but, nahh just not attractive enough.
However, as a Sherlock, maaaaannnn... ask me with that sexy smooth and soothing baritone voice of yours Mr. Cumberbatch, and I'll take my clothes off. Immediately. And it's also happened with Khan, his character on Star Trek Into Darkness, he's so good and handsomely sexy as Khan, but still as Benedict Cumberbatch himself, not attractive.

Then, I watch his interviews on YouTube. Mannn, Benedict Cumberbatch as Benedict Cumberbatch, is awesome, super charming, smart and...... very attractive. He has weird sense of humor, and when I say weird it's maybe, because I'm not smart enough to understand it. He is obviously really smart in real life... and like Irene Adler on Sherlock... BRAINY IS THE NEW SEXY.

Soooo, there you are... the beginning of my latest major Starstruck. I bid you good luck and wish you keep doing what you are doing right now, Mr. Cumberbatch, which is acting because it's a pleasure watching you on screen.



cheers,
-c.

02 April 2013

Yankin'

Guys, you know I've been watching Girls for quite some times, and I got this favorite scene that I love very much. it's a scene when Jessa get married.


It's very funny, cause Jessa has literary just met Thomas John (Chris O'Dowd's character. *yes, I love Chris O'Dowd*) and they decided to get married, and invite their friends via text messages without really told them that they are indeed getting married. So, all of her friends were, like, totally shocked. The vow is really funny too... but the most funny thing is the wedding song.

It's Yankin' singing by a woman rapper, Lady. When I hear it for the first time, I was laughing my ass off. It's just so ..., I can't even .... hahahah so funny. here's some of the lyric

I can't even lie, I fuck better when I'm drinkin'
Ride dick like a pro, throw the pussy like I'm famous
Pussy feels so good, feels like the rubber off, ain't it?
You ain't gotta tell me, I know this pussy be yankin'.

HAHAHAHHAHAHA!! Right? Right? and the most hilarious thing is the video. I googled it and it was.... hahahaha I really can't even..
It's like cheap promo video for porn. but funny. Here's I gave you the video from youtube.


Sooooo, have you feel yankin' already? hahahhaha


Cheers,
-c.

21 Maret 2013

Girls



I have new addiction.
for those of you who also watching Girls.. c'mon how awesome it is! And for those of you who hate it, yeaah.. I kinda understand why.

this TV show tell us a story about four 20something girls who try to live their lives in New York City.
the four main characters are AWFUL.
Lena Dunham's character Hannah is self-center-can't-received-criticism upcoming writer. her bestfriend is not-a-good-friend-at-all, Marnie, the materialistic girl who bored with her own boyfriend, the super cute, super nice, Charlie.
there's also Jessa, a-fucked-up-bohemian girl who like travel and do-the-fuck-anything she likes. and last, Shoshanna, the virgin-uptight-girl.

what I like about the story is.. it's honest. all the characters are bad persons and so fucked up. there's no drama that can only be on TV. all their problems and their feeling are somewhat I can related.

anndddd... Charlie!! fuck he's so cute!

ANDDDDD...
There's Ezra Koenig as a cameo on S02E06!


you guys know my rule..
ANY SHOW THAT HAS EZRA AS CAMEO IS AWESOME SHOW.

Cheers,
-c.




29 Januari 2013

Top 10 Sex Songs

Ok, it's about time I make this particular list.. so without further delay let me introduce you to my latest top 10 list...

TOP 10 SEX SONGS LIST

10. I'm a Slave 4 U - Britney Spears
Sexiest part: I'm a slave for you, I cannot hold it, I cannot control it
I'm a slave for you, I won't deny it, I'm not trying to hide it

Why it's sexy: seriously? Britney basically asking to be a slave... sex slave in particular.


9. Like a Virgin - Madonna
Sexiest part: Gonna give you all my love, boy
my fear is fading fast, been saving it all for you cause only love can last

Why it's sexy: it's about good sex, so good make you feel like a virgin whom been touch for the very first time. sweet :)


8. Lovestoned - Justin Timberlake
Sexiest part: She shuts the room down, they way she walks and causes a fuss.. the baddest in town

Why it's sexy: I like the part 'she's freaky and she knows it, she's freaky but I like it' and with Justin falsetto-girly-girl-squeals it's a perfect sex song.


7. I Wanna Sex You Up - Color Me Badd
Sexiest part: I wanna sex you up all night, you make me feel real good, I wanna rub you down.. I wanna sex you up

Why it's sexy: I loooove cheesy-sex-love-boyband song and this love is so perfect to summarized that. The 'uhh-ooohhh' part is every sticky to you brain.


6. Saving All My Love For You - Whitney Houston
Sexiest part: For tonight is the night for feeling alright, we'll be making love the while night through, so I'm saving all my love for you

Why it's sexy: Because it's perfect sweet make love song. I underline the make love part, because this song it's totally about that. Not fuck, not sex, but sweet make love.


5. S&M - Rihanna
Sexiest part: Sticks and stones may break my bones, but chains and whips excite me

Why it's sexy: Because it's so open, it's literally out there.. the bondage and the submissive one. it's one hell of excitement.


4. Sexyback - Justin Timberlake
Sexiest part: You see these shackless baby I'm your slave.. I'll let you whip me if I misbehave

Why it's sexy: Damn that falsetto-slash-girl-squeals, because that's thing make my lady part... humid.


3. Let's Get It On - Marvin Gaye
Sexiest part: I've been really tryin baby, trying to hold back these feelings so long and if you feel like I feel baby.. come on oh come on

Why it's sexy: Marvin Gaye's voice is incredibly smooth makes this song incredibly good for sex.


2. Sex on Fire - Kings of Leon
Sexiest part: Hot as a fever rattling bones, I could just taste it, taste it.. if it's not forever, if it's just tonight ohh it's still the greatest, the greatest, the greatest.

Why it's sexy: uhhh talk about HOT SEX... with Caleb's smooth low voice, it's abso-fucking-lutely a turn on.


1. Closer - Nine Inch Nails
Sexiest Part: I want to fuck you like an animal, I want to feel you from the Inside

Why it's sexy: HOT DANG! c'mon this song it's literally screaming FUCK. I don't think it's about rape, I think it's about boy who misuse sex as a cure for every problem he has. it's a basic primal needs about sex song. Trent Reznor's voice is incredibly hooootttt!!


cheers,
-c.

28 Januari 2013

Bachelor Degree

Seriously, this thesis writing thing is becoming a shit. I used to be this nice young girl who listen Vampire Weekend everyday, but now, I can't even get through a day without humming 'I want to fuck you like an animal' or 'fuck you I won't do what you tell me'. Seriously, I stopped listening to Nine Inch Nails and Rage Against The Machine when puberty hit me and Nick Carter and Mark Feehily become the real thing. yeah I know, I'm not really proud of it too, but hey, every girl in this world need to have their boyband crush.

anyhoo, this thesis writing is really fucked me up and not in the good way. I lost countless of goodnight sleep because of it and every now and then I start imagining murderous thoughts to help me release my depression.

oh God, give me strength to wrap this one quickly, so I can go on with my life.

no cheers for today guys,
-c.

11 Januari 2013

5 Movies that Made Matt Damon Insanely Hot

Without I realize, this week is turning into Matt Damon week. After re-watched Good Will Hunting, suddenly there was The Adjustment Bureau on HBO and then yesterday, I saw someone watching True Grit in his mobile entertainment. I mean, geeezz Matt, it's like you're stalking me.

And then I realized something, some of Damon's character in the movies, makes him attractive. I mean, Matt Damon, yeah he's okay, but when he's acting as someone in the movies, he's really looking great.
so, ladies and gentlemen, hereby I present to you...

5 MOVIES THAT MADE MATT DAMON INSANELY HOT

5. Ocean's 13
Let me tell you guys why.. In Ocean's 11 and 12 he's just, yeah okay, but in Ocean's 13, with that ridiculous fake nose, suddenly, he looked something. haha. Hey, let me tell you something, nobody can pulled that fake nose good like Matt Damon :)



4. The Rainmaker
Matt dyed his hair dark!! that's why.



3. The Bourne Ultimatum
Well, like his other trilogy movies *Ocean's series*, I found Matt attractive in the last installment. In Bourne Ultimatum, his character showed us, as always, the cool side of Jason Bourne but also his fragile side, when he remember who he really are.



2. The Adjustment Bureau
Let me tell you this, if there's a real David Norris, I'll definitely vote for him. David Norris looked hot in white shirt and vedora.



1. Good Will Hunting
Of course it was Good Will Hunting, I told you guys the reason in the previous post.



So, there.. 5 movies that I think made Matt Damon look hot. What I'm trying to say is Matt Damon is a damn good actor. so yeah..

cheers,
-c.

07 Januari 2013

Good Will Hunting

I just re-watched Good Will Hunting for, I don't know, hundred times maybe.. and let me say this one more time...
I LOVE YOU WILL HUNTING


oh I really wish there's a real Will Hunting out there. you know, the truly genius guy with bad boy attitude because he's came from tough neighborhood and deep inside he is vulnerable because of childhood trauma, but eventually he is a really really good guy.

His mind is really a turn on. he can talk Nietzsche, Freud and Camus and solve a hardass mathematical equations.
he is so vulnerable because of the childhood abuses, so he create a self-defense mechanism to push people out because afraid of getting hurt the the people who supposed to love him most.

please ignore Ben Affleck

and after many hours of therapy, HE'S A PERFECT GUY. ohh I love you Will Hunting. even though you're blond and has a hairstyle of Nick Carter, but whatever. you're still THE PERFECT GUY!!



ps. I don't know if it's the character of what, but Matt Damon was HOT when he played Will.

cheers,
-c.

100 Ultimate Love Songs (Part 2)

Hi guys,
happy new year! I hope 2013 is gonna be super awesome for me and also you guys.

so, without any further delay I present to you, and your eyes only guys, the second part of one of my many list... 100 ultimate love songs.

100 ULTIMATE LOVE SONGS (A LIST BY CITRA P. NANDA)

11. Deep Inside of You by Third Eye Blind
best part: I've never felt alone 'til I met you
I'm all right on my own and then I met you
and I'd know what to do if I just knew what's coming..

why am I loving it: because seriously, to you all, the dirty minded, I'll say this once: this song it's not *really* about sex! it's not about the P deep inside the V, c'mon guys don't be gross. I think this song is a description about pre-relationship, relationship, and post-relationship. In a beginning of a song, the boy met this this and he knew that this girl was special, and then they had this relationship, however the relationship itself was broken, so they separated. well, obviously, it's not a typical love song, but I love it because I feel the emotion of the song.

12. Hands Down by Dashboard Confessional
best part: my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
so won't you kill me, so I die happy
my heart is yours to fill or burst, to break or bury
or wear as jewelery, which ever you prefer..

why am I loving it: because seriously, I think the song represent the sweetness of the puppy love. you know, the excitement of the first kiss, the first good date, that kind of stuffs.

13. God Only Knows by The Beach Boys
best part: I may not always love you
but long as there stars above you
you never need to doubt it
I'll make you so sure about it
God only knows what I'd be without you..

why am I loving it: because seriously, listen to the song yourself. it's a wonderful love song.. and I love The Beach Boys, so yeaahh.

14. Something by The Beatles
best part: you're asking me will my love grow
I don't know, I don't know
you stick around now it may show
I don't know, I don't know..

why am I loving it: because seriously, hands down, this is the best love song ever written. you know, I love love love The Beatles. and if somebody asks me who's my favorite Beatles and immediately I will answer: Lennon... because you know it's Lennon. however, sometimes I'm thinking that it's like being programmed to love and to say either Lennon or McCartney as your favorite Beatles, and this song was written by George, and highly respect to Harrison because this song it's so raw, so beautiful, so pure of love. that's why I love it.

15. Your Body is a Wonderland by John Mayer
best part: something 'bout the way the hair falls in your face
I love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillowcase
you tell me where to go and though I might leave to find it
I'll never let you head hit the bed without my hand behind it
you want love? we'll make it..

why am I loving it: because seriously, this song may about sex, but at least it's about great sex ;). I'm not gonna deny that this is one of my favorite songs. it may not be a classy song, or a song that can change a man life. it's simply about sex, but the good thing is Mayer make sure it's also sweet and romantic, and goddamn erotic in the sweetest way. I LOVE IT.

16. If I Could (Change The World) by Eric Clapton
best part: and I can change the world
I will be the sunlight in your universe
you would think my love was really something good
baby if I could change the world..

why am I loving it: because seriously, I think the song has a great melody, sweet lyric, and with the deep voice of Eric Clapton, this song is a perfect love song.

17. Like a Star by Corrine Bailey Rae
best part: just like a star across my sky
just like an angel off the page
you have appeared to my life
feel like I'll never be the same
just like a song in my heart
just like oil on my hands
honor to love you..

why am I loving it: because seriously, who doesn't melt listening to this song?

18. For Your Love by Ed Townsend
best part: for your love, I would do anything
I would do anything, for your love
for your kiss, I would go anywhere...

why am I loving it: because seriously, i first heard it when it was in Ally McBeal. I don't really remember in which episodes, but when the girl in that episode sung it in Ally's piano, I was instantly falling in love to the song. it was oldie, but like most of oldie songs, it was great.

19. Always Be My Baby by Mariah Carey
best part: you'll always be a part of me, I'm part of you indefinitely
boy, don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby..

why am I loving it: because seriously, I love Mimi when she still proportional and not so boozy. she sung the sweetest songs. always be my baby, it's one of those song, you know, the song that no matter how may years passed, when you heard it again, you'll always sing along and love every part of it.

20. Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd
best part: how I wish, how I wish you were here
we're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year
running over the same old ground
what have we found? the same old fears
wish you were here..

why am I loving it: because seriously, I don't really know that if this song is consider a love song or a broken heart song, however, I think basically, this song is about love and lost. one of my favorite songs ever!!

cheers,
-c.