Freud-freaking-ian

You know what they said about the first step to deal with your problem is admit that you've got a problem?

Well...

I think I have a problem.

The problem is I don't know what my problem is.

or maybe after three months since my 25 birthday, quarter-life crisis finally hit me.

Here I am, have an opportunity that maybe some people dream of, but can't seem to enjoy it.

but I don't even know what kind of opportunity that am talking about. How does even possible?

I don't know what am talking about.

I don't seem to know what I want.

If I don't know what I want, then how can I live my life?

or maybe, I never really lives. I just... existing.

How can a person just exist? Without any meaning or whatsoever?

Oh God... psychology is such a crap.

05/04/14

-c.